Changes

You know how sometimes you get the feeling that things are going to change. I have that feeling now. But is it just some kind of fake optimism? I know I've felt like this before, and what followed was not earth shattering. Maybe these moods do lead to something new. Not necessarily the life altering reformation of all Ninety-Five theses, but let there be at least one spark of something new.

The biggest obstacle is overcoming yourself. How hard it is to find yourself following the same track all over again. But it's going to change. I've got it all figured out now. Tomorrow this time I'll probably have succumbed back to my usual self. But just maybe I'll have a bit more determination to get where I want, and the realism of what lies between now and then.

I was listening to "Will Ackerman - Conferring With the Moon" while writing this. I highly recommend this album.